Tuesday, June 30, 2009


you never said goodbye
someone tell me why
did you have to go
and leave my world so cold?

everyday I sit and ask myself
how did love slips away
something whispers in my ears and say

you are not alone.

Rest in peace, Michael.


photo source: product-reviews.net

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Should I Follow?

After 6 years of playing with Friendster,
2 years of Facebooking around,
plus killing time with MySpace, Multiply, Hi5, Zorpia and a few others I eventually neglect,
now I'm considering about making a twitter account.

I probably won't update my status much, personally I think the world doesn't need to know what time did I woke up this morning nor how I spend my Saturday evening. (In case you're pretty curious, you may find the answer by asking si comel facebook anyway. =P)

The only reason I wanted an account is because I wanna follow her.

She's one of my long time role model. I've been adoring this super-smart down-to-earth beautiful young woman ever since I saw her sitting on a couch with Oprah, talking about Women Rights, Education, Islam and What It Is Like To Be A Queen.

Recently, she also stated that tweeting can help change the world.

So, should I make a twitter account? Dilema, dilema.

Have A Nice Weekend, Everyone! :)

photo source: daylife.com

Friday, June 19, 2009


Your eyes, oh I know they're questioning.
You're steady
But silently searching.

And I keep on hiding
my heart, my feeling

You're looking
Oh I know you need answers
But I keep on hiding

Because I'm scared

Because then you'll know

you'll see



Yah Gitu Deh.

Found this in one of my old diaries.

"Ya Allah,
jadikanlah air mata ini,
pemadam api nerakaMu
bagi orang-orang yang aku cintai
di akhirat nanti."

Originally written March 2009.

That was me, trying to be positive.
But I can't remember what I was crying about. =P

Come to think of it, I sound quite devastated then, don't I?
But I am fine right now.
Yes, time heals, I guess.



Oh this is confusing.

I wanted to write something
something else instead of the warmth that I'm feeling.
Something more than his gaze that keeps on haunting.

Oh I just wanted to write something.
Something else,

anything else
but him.

One month is too fast
but i can't help it, I'm falling.

June 2009.


Another Seven Days In Sunny June

I can't stop laughing at my bestfriend Chika's status a few days ago:

Ashry Chika Aradilla : wahai teman2 semester 8 bertobatlah kalian sebelum di tobatkan.. hahaha mau jadi Dokter seperti apa klo kerjaan kita cuma sulapan, bikin rusuuh acara orang, nonton konser, jalan2 dan karaoke doank?? hahaha

And yes, Chika's words are so true.

Like, seriously. This week I :
spent the whole day with my besties : wondering around Kota Lama and dancing the night away at Maliq & d'essentials' show.
took a swim. a warm bath. a blow-dry at a beauty salon. dinner with friends. and on-on pub afterwards.
clean my room up. *surprise, surprise*
went window shopping ice cream licking burger eating with another bestie Lita, and then another Karaoke Nite.
oh i have an exam on wednesday.
took a drive to Gunung Pati. Had loads of fun despite the fact that we got kinda lost. ;P
did the pbl project. *tumben ga ada ke-hedon-an hari ini*

Can't help but to think, Di fakultas lain anak semester 8 nya kayak gini juga ga ya? :)

Anyway, I don't know about you guys, but I have a feeling that someday -and maybe soon enough- we're gonna miss those magic-tricking hard-playing concert-attending karaoke-ing days.

Yes I am quite certain that we're gonna miss it so bad.

Well, come what may, I will always love you, 2005.

"So baby let's get it on
Drinkin wine
and killing time
Sitting in the summer sun."

Jamiroquai - Seven Days In Sunny June


Thursday, June 4, 2009


I seriously think every girl alive should read Dea's note about this book.
Or if you saw the book, buy it, read it, and then can I borrow it?

oh and there's a movie based on it, too. Dapatkan di counter-counter DVD bajakan kesayangan anda. ;D



Two days ago Kak Opie & Kak Ria were ecstatic about a movie called cin(T)a.
I looked for it, and found this:

1:03 gives me the shivers.

"This is a story of a love triangle between
Cina (the boy), Annisa (the girl),
and Tuhan (God).

Cina and Annisa love God
and God loves them both
But Cina and Annisa cannot love each other
because they call God by different names"

Honestly, can't wait to watch it. :))


Incoming call.
Halo. Kamu dimana? Udah selesei les nya?
Udah, ini baruu aja keluar kelas. Knp?
Oh yaudah, cuma mau ngingetin, kamu pulangnya ati-ati yah.
Iyah, yauda ya.. Dadah..

Yaelah. Gitu doang? Basa-basi dikit kek.. 'mau aku jemput ga?' atau apa kek.

Trying not to think of it, I shoved my phone into my bag and walked across the parking lot, towards the gate, whilst deciding what to take : a taxi, an angkot, or a walk? And as I took a step to cross the busy street, the wind delivered a shout of my name.


I couldn't believe my eyes. He was there, standing before me as I turned around.
Yuk, pulang. he said, grinning. Puas banget kayanya dia ngeliat tampang kaget gw.

Yeah I know it's corny for some people. Especially those of you who are not in love. But I can't help it, I have to share this feeling with someone otherwise I might explode. =))

And what is this feeling that I'm feeling?
It could be,
might be something big.
Or not.
Either way,
it felt great.